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Last night I was talking to a friend about emotional generosity. Giving and receiving. We were talking about how depleted we have been feeling and how we are beginning to regenerate. She was saying she was still learning how to receive. First I thought, Yeah. I have that one. But then, really, I was thinking I still have so much to learn about all of it.
I have been gifted much lately. The emotional generosity of others in my life has been abundant. I am very grateful for all of you. You know who you are. Treasures, precious gems of love shining in my life. All that giving feeds the regeneration which really is an inside job that cannot be rushed. Regeneration takes time and as my friend so honestly pointed out last night, I do not like to wait.
Lots of things happening at once. Part of me feels like it is just crawling towards the end of the school year, waiting to unravel and tend to all the people and self things that have been ignored. And part of me feels like I have been in some kind of strange survival mode cocoon that has disallowed any real kind of openness and giving.
To give and to receive. I worked hard to be able to participate in it, as an adult, past the historical scarcity bullshit. Past the withholding as power crapola. Even when things are hard, I know now that I must remain open. I cannot go back to the old way. Just shut down and motor through, unfeeling.
Today I am very grateful for all of the generosity in the world. For love. For honesty. For each other. For time to regenerate.
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