http://personals.techtv.com/blog/violet915/index.html?dcb=personals.techtv.com&site=ss&who=r,f/z21_hNEf58M/CwIUfA8F3fvpfW8oxq/m_tTQojJRBeW3hPtmgRlJqvUVKnq1MBOFmjtach4RrP5Jm9Q6KTImyBAKVNFlTuEFftCrknUgCOOAllp7whhGaTU6NJpyr5&pid=p2131 These are the colors that stand before us. http://personals.techtv.com/blog/4491/post_93897.html?dcb=personals.techtv.com&site=ss&who=r,f/z21_hNEf58M/CwIUfA8F3fvpfW8oxq/m_tTQojJRBeW3hPtmgRlJqvUVKnq1MBOFmjtach4RrP5Jm9Q6KTImyBAKVNFlTuEFftCrknUgCOOAllp7whhGaTU6NJpyr5&pid=p2131&m= A direct hit to the senses and you are disconnected. I want to write something positive. This will not be positive.I am shattered, really. Pieced together through all this crap and today I just don’t Fri, 12 Mar 2010 07:58:36 -0800 http://personals.techtv.com/blog/4491/post_93897.html?dcb=personals.techtv.com&site=ss&who=r,f/z21_hNEf58M/CwIUfA8F3fvpfW8oxq/m_tTQojJRBeW3hPtmgRlJqvUVKnq1MBOFmjtach4RrP5Jm9Q6KTImyBAKVNFlTuEFftCrknUgCOOAllp7whhGaTU6NJpyr5&pid=p2131&m= http://personals.techtv.com/blog/4491/post_93886.html?dcb=personals.techtv.com&site=ss&who=r,f/z21_hNEf58M/CwIUfA8F3fvpfW8oxq/m_tTQojJRBeW3hPtmgRlJqvUVKnq1MBOFmjtach4RrP5Jm9Q6KTImyBAKVNFlTuEFftCrknUgCOOAllp7whhGaTU6NJpyr5&pid=p2131&m= Yes!True.Wuzzy got a job!I need to go cry now. Thu, 11 Mar 2010 14:59:03 -0800 http://personals.techtv.com/blog/4491/post_93886.html?dcb=personals.techtv.com&site=ss&who=r,f/z21_hNEf58M/CwIUfA8F3fvpfW8oxq/m_tTQojJRBeW3hPtmgRlJqvUVKnq1MBOFmjtach4RrP5Jm9Q6KTImyBAKVNFlTuEFftCrknUgCOOAllp7whhGaTU6NJpyr5&pid=p2131&m= http://personals.techtv.com/blog/4491/post_93881.html?dcb=personals.techtv.com&site=ss&who=r,f/z21_hNEf58M/CwIUfA8F3fvpfW8oxq/m_tTQojJRBeW3hPtmgRlJqvUVKnq1MBOFmjtach4RrP5Jm9Q6KTImyBAKVNFlTuEFftCrknUgCOOAllp7whhGaTU6NJpyr5&pid=p2131&m= Daughter is suffering her first heartbreak. In her room, with music.“Mom. I don’t understand boys.” she says.“I know.” I say.She is trying to be all tough about it, as is her way.Some boy did not real Thu, 11 Mar 2010 04:42:30 -0800 http://personals.techtv.com/blog/4491/post_93881.html?dcb=personals.techtv.com&site=ss&who=r,f/z21_hNEf58M/CwIUfA8F3fvpfW8oxq/m_tTQojJRBeW3hPtmgRlJqvUVKnq1MBOFmjtach4RrP5Jm9Q6KTImyBAKVNFlTuEFftCrknUgCOOAllp7whhGaTU6NJpyr5&pid=p2131&m= http://personals.techtv.com/blog/4491/post_93865.html?dcb=personals.techtv.com&site=ss&who=r,f/z21_hNEf58M/CwIUfA8F3fvpfW8oxq/m_tTQojJRBeW3hPtmgRlJqvUVKnq1MBOFmjtach4RrP5Jm9Q6KTImyBAKVNFlTuEFftCrknUgCOOAllp7whhGaTU6NJpyr5&pid=p2131&m= As expected this may not be adequately conveyed in language.Daughter and I are walking down the street discussing the possible existence of god, the nature of reality… concepts of divinity. You know, Wed, 10 Mar 2010 04:33:08 -0800 http://personals.techtv.com/blog/4491/post_93865.html?dcb=personals.techtv.com&site=ss&who=r,f/z21_hNEf58M/CwIUfA8F3fvpfW8oxq/m_tTQojJRBeW3hPtmgRlJqvUVKnq1MBOFmjtach4RrP5Jm9Q6KTImyBAKVNFlTuEFftCrknUgCOOAllp7whhGaTU6NJpyr5&pid=p2131&m= http://personals.techtv.com/blog/4491/post_93855.html?dcb=personals.techtv.com&site=ss&who=r,f/z21_hNEf58M/CwIUfA8F3fvpfW8oxq/m_tTQojJRBeW3hPtmgRlJqvUVKnq1MBOFmjtach4RrP5Jm9Q6KTImyBAKVNFlTuEFftCrknUgCOOAllp7whhGaTU6NJpyr5&pid=p2131&m= The other night the wuz and the son ordered hot wings and fries. Just for them. I walk in and start munching on the carrots and celery that come with it. I grab two carrots and stick them in my mouth Tue, 09 Mar 2010 04:33:28 -0800 http://personals.techtv.com/blog/4491/post_93855.html?dcb=personals.techtv.com&site=ss&who=r,f/z21_hNEf58M/CwIUfA8F3fvpfW8oxq/m_tTQojJRBeW3hPtmgRlJqvUVKnq1MBOFmjtach4RrP5Jm9Q6KTImyBAKVNFlTuEFftCrknUgCOOAllp7whhGaTU6NJpyr5&pid=p2131&m= http://personals.techtv.com/blog/4491/post_93838.html?dcb=personals.techtv.com&site=ss&who=r,f/z21_hNEf58M/CwIUfA8F3fvpfW8oxq/m_tTQojJRBeW3hPtmgRlJqvUVKnq1MBOFmjtach4RrP5Jm9Q6KTImyBAKVNFlTuEFftCrknUgCOOAllp7whhGaTU6NJpyr5&pid=p2131&m= Last night wuz stayed elsewhere.He had a big fight with daughter and blew a major father gasket.I get a text as I am out and about yesterday: I am staying elsewhere tonight.????I text back: “Uh, ok.”A Mon, 08 Mar 2010 04:45:26 -0800 http://personals.techtv.com/blog/4491/post_93838.html?dcb=personals.techtv.com&site=ss&who=r,f/z21_hNEf58M/CwIUfA8F3fvpfW8oxq/m_tTQojJRBeW3hPtmgRlJqvUVKnq1MBOFmjtach4RrP5Jm9Q6KTImyBAKVNFlTuEFftCrknUgCOOAllp7whhGaTU6NJpyr5&pid=p2131&m= http://personals.techtv.com/blog/4491/post_93820.html?dcb=personals.techtv.com&site=ss&who=r,f/z21_hNEf58M/CwIUfA8F3fvpfW8oxq/m_tTQojJRBeW3hPtmgRlJqvUVKnq1MBOFmjtach4RrP5Jm9Q6KTImyBAKVNFlTuEFftCrknUgCOOAllp7whhGaTU6NJpyr5&pid=p2131&m= The other day I was in the shower getting ready for work when someone knocked on the door.Like 6 times. Knock, knock…knock, knock, knock…knock!For god’s sake! It must be son. He always knocks like tha Sun, 07 Mar 2010 06:37:47 -0800 http://personals.techtv.com/blog/4491/post_93820.html?dcb=personals.techtv.com&site=ss&who=r,f/z21_hNEf58M/CwIUfA8F3fvpfW8oxq/m_tTQojJRBeW3hPtmgRlJqvUVKnq1MBOFmjtach4RrP5Jm9Q6KTImyBAKVNFlTuEFftCrknUgCOOAllp7whhGaTU6NJpyr5&pid=p2131&m= http://personals.techtv.com/blog/4491/post_93808.html?dcb=personals.techtv.com&site=ss&who=r,f/z21_hNEf58M/CwIUfA8F3fvpfW8oxq/m_tTQojJRBeW3hPtmgRlJqvUVKnq1MBOFmjtach4RrP5Jm9Q6KTImyBAKVNFlTuEFftCrknUgCOOAllp7whhGaTU6NJpyr5&pid=p2131&m= I called this guy back yesterday.“You know, you just butt-dialed me.” I say. “I did not butt dial you.” “Ok, you leg-dialed me then. I heard you walking.”“No.” he says. “I really called you. I just fo Sat, 06 Mar 2010 07:06:11 -0800 http://personals.techtv.com/blog/4491/post_93808.html?dcb=personals.techtv.com&site=ss&who=r,f/z21_hNEf58M/CwIUfA8F3fvpfW8oxq/m_tTQojJRBeW3hPtmgRlJqvUVKnq1MBOFmjtach4RrP5Jm9Q6KTImyBAKVNFlTuEFftCrknUgCOOAllp7whhGaTU6NJpyr5&pid=p2131&m= http://personals.techtv.com/blog/4491/post_93799.html?dcb=personals.techtv.com&site=ss&who=r,f/z21_hNEf58M/CwIUfA8F3fvpfW8oxq/m_tTQojJRBeW3hPtmgRlJqvUVKnq1MBOFmjtach4RrP5Jm9Q6KTImyBAKVNFlTuEFftCrknUgCOOAllp7whhGaTU6NJpyr5&pid=p2131&m= The other day I took the 3rd graders to see The Lion King. We did not leave school until 12:15. You can imagine my teaching morning with all of them hopped up on Broadway show goofballs.Forget it.Talk Fri, 05 Mar 2010 04:25:32 -0800 http://personals.techtv.com/blog/4491/post_93799.html?dcb=personals.techtv.com&site=ss&who=r,f/z21_hNEf58M/CwIUfA8F3fvpfW8oxq/m_tTQojJRBeW3hPtmgRlJqvUVKnq1MBOFmjtach4RrP5Jm9Q6KTImyBAKVNFlTuEFftCrknUgCOOAllp7whhGaTU6NJpyr5&pid=p2131&m= http://personals.techtv.com/blog/4491/post_93785.html?dcb=personals.techtv.com&site=ss&who=r,f/z21_hNEf58M/CwIUfA8F3fvpfW8oxq/m_tTQojJRBeW3hPtmgRlJqvUVKnq1MBOFmjtach4RrP5Jm9Q6KTImyBAKVNFlTuEFftCrknUgCOOAllp7whhGaTU6NJpyr5&pid=p2131&m= Two nights ago I was exhausted. “I am going to bed.” I say.I tell daughter, “Tomorrow I have to take the eight-year-olds on a trip, and your father has an interview. Don’t stay up too late. Finish you Thu, 04 Mar 2010 04:40:16 -0800 http://personals.techtv.com/blog/4491/post_93785.html?dcb=personals.techtv.com&site=ss&who=r,f/z21_hNEf58M/CwIUfA8F3fvpfW8oxq/m_tTQojJRBeW3hPtmgRlJqvUVKnq1MBOFmjtach4RrP5Jm9Q6KTImyBAKVNFlTuEFftCrknUgCOOAllp7whhGaTU6NJpyr5&pid=p2131&m= http://personals.techtv.com/blog/4491/post_93765.html?dcb=personals.techtv.com&site=ss&who=r,f/z21_hNEf58M/CwIUfA8F3fvpfW8oxq/m_tTQojJRBeW3hPtmgRlJqvUVKnq1MBOFmjtach4RrP5Jm9Q6KTImyBAKVNFlTuEFftCrknUgCOOAllp7whhGaTU6NJpyr5&pid=p2131&m= Last night I made a pie with daughter. We peeled the apples. We dumped in cinnamon and sugar. We squeezed the crust together.It was a very simple act in our complicated lives.“This is fun.” daughter s Wed, 03 Mar 2010 04:42:08 -0800 http://personals.techtv.com/blog/4491/post_93765.html?dcb=personals.techtv.com&site=ss&who=r,f/z21_hNEf58M/CwIUfA8F3fvpfW8oxq/m_tTQojJRBeW3hPtmgRlJqvUVKnq1MBOFmjtach4RrP5Jm9Q6KTImyBAKVNFlTuEFftCrknUgCOOAllp7whhGaTU6NJpyr5&pid=p2131&m= http://personals.techtv.com/blog/4491/post_93755.html?dcb=personals.techtv.com&site=ss&who=r,f/z21_hNEf58M/CwIUfA8F3fvpfW8oxq/m_tTQojJRBeW3hPtmgRlJqvUVKnq1MBOFmjtach4RrP5Jm9Q6KTImyBAKVNFlTuEFftCrknUgCOOAllp7whhGaTU6NJpyr5&pid=p2131&m= Last night son came out of the cave.“Son! You have appeared!” I say.He sits down at the G5 and says, “I have come to have a discussion with you.”So I say, “It must be about money. Because I know it is Tue, 02 Mar 2010 13:20:14 -0800 http://personals.techtv.com/blog/4491/post_93755.html?dcb=personals.techtv.com&site=ss&who=r,f/z21_hNEf58M/CwIUfA8F3fvpfW8oxq/m_tTQojJRBeW3hPtmgRlJqvUVKnq1MBOFmjtach4RrP5Jm9Q6KTImyBAKVNFlTuEFftCrknUgCOOAllp7whhGaTU6NJpyr5&pid=p2131&m= http://personals.techtv.com/blog/4491/post_93746.html?dcb=personals.techtv.com&site=ss&who=r,f/z21_hNEf58M/CwIUfA8F3fvpfW8oxq/m_tTQojJRBeW3hPtmgRlJqvUVKnq1MBOFmjtach4RrP5Jm9Q6KTImyBAKVNFlTuEFftCrknUgCOOAllp7whhGaTU6NJpyr5&pid=p2131&m= Daughter came home with a monologue this afternoon. She walks in and says, “Mom. Guess what? I got my monologue.”“Awesome!” I say. “I am a slut.” she says.!!!!!!!“Lemme see.” I say.I read the monologu Mon, 01 Mar 2010 16:53:20 -0800 http://personals.techtv.com/blog/4491/post_93746.html?dcb=personals.techtv.com&site=ss&who=r,f/z21_hNEf58M/CwIUfA8F3fvpfW8oxq/m_tTQojJRBeW3hPtmgRlJqvUVKnq1MBOFmjtach4RrP5Jm9Q6KTImyBAKVNFlTuEFftCrknUgCOOAllp7whhGaTU6NJpyr5&pid=p2131&m= http://personals.techtv.com/blog/4491/post_93735.html?dcb=personals.techtv.com&site=ss&who=r,f/z21_hNEf58M/CwIUfA8F3fvpfW8oxq/m_tTQojJRBeW3hPtmgRlJqvUVKnq1MBOFmjtach4RrP5Jm9Q6KTImyBAKVNFlTuEFftCrknUgCOOAllp7whhGaTU6NJpyr5&pid=p2131&m= This morning I wake up cranky.Ok, I go for a run.I get back from my run and daughter is walking around with her usual black cloud of antsy damage, smoldering up the whole apartment.I ignore her, mostl Mon, 01 Mar 2010 04:41:48 -0800 http://personals.techtv.com/blog/4491/post_93735.html?dcb=personals.techtv.com&site=ss&who=r,f/z21_hNEf58M/CwIUfA8F3fvpfW8oxq/m_tTQojJRBeW3hPtmgRlJqvUVKnq1MBOFmjtach4RrP5Jm9Q6KTImyBAKVNFlTuEFftCrknUgCOOAllp7whhGaTU6NJpyr5&pid=p2131&m= http://personals.techtv.com/blog/4491/post_93719.html?dcb=personals.techtv.com&site=ss&who=r,f/z21_hNEf58M/CwIUfA8F3fvpfW8oxq/m_tTQojJRBeW3hPtmgRlJqvUVKnq1MBOFmjtach4RrP5Jm9Q6KTImyBAKVNFlTuEFftCrknUgCOOAllp7whhGaTU6NJpyr5&pid=p2131&m= Last night I went dancing.I love dancing. I got all sparkled up. Dress, shoes, glitter.We did some salsa.We did some meringue.And lots of freestyle crazy, wild, hip grinding, bass driven rocket-me-out Sun, 28 Feb 2010 07:11:34 -0800 http://personals.techtv.com/blog/4491/post_93719.html?dcb=personals.techtv.com&site=ss&who=r,f/z21_hNEf58M/CwIUfA8F3fvpfW8oxq/m_tTQojJRBeW3hPtmgRlJqvUVKnq1MBOFmjtach4RrP5Jm9Q6KTImyBAKVNFlTuEFftCrknUgCOOAllp7whhGaTU6NJpyr5&pid=p2131&m= http://personals.techtv.com/blog/4491/post_93706.html?dcb=personals.techtv.com&site=ss&who=r,f/z21_hNEf58M/CwIUfA8F3fvpfW8oxq/m_tTQojJRBeW3hPtmgRlJqvUVKnq1MBOFmjtach4RrP5Jm9Q6KTImyBAKVNFlTuEFftCrknUgCOOAllp7whhGaTU6NJpyr5&pid=p2131&m= Last night son was sitting on the couch eating dinner, looking all teenage boy-ish. I smash in and sit down right next to him.He says, “Mom. That is too close.”“But honey,” I say. “I miss you. I want Sat, 27 Feb 2010 07:20:00 -0800 http://personals.techtv.com/blog/4491/post_93706.html?dcb=personals.techtv.com&site=ss&who=r,f/z21_hNEf58M/CwIUfA8F3fvpfW8oxq/m_tTQojJRBeW3hPtmgRlJqvUVKnq1MBOFmjtach4RrP5Jm9Q6KTImyBAKVNFlTuEFftCrknUgCOOAllp7whhGaTU6NJpyr5&pid=p2131&m= http://personals.techtv.com/blog/4491/post_93684.html?dcb=personals.techtv.com&site=ss&who=r,f/z21_hNEf58M/CwIUfA8F3fvpfW8oxq/m_tTQojJRBeW3hPtmgRlJqvUVKnq1MBOFmjtach4RrP5Jm9Q6KTImyBAKVNFlTuEFftCrknUgCOOAllp7whhGaTU6NJpyr5&pid=p2131&m= Come on. You know what I am asking.For real.Frequency. Frame, line and convergence. Heh.Not because it sounds good if you say "Everyday, twice a day."For real.On this snow day, before I climb back int Fri, 26 Feb 2010 03:36:09 -0800 http://personals.techtv.com/blog/4491/post_93684.html?dcb=personals.techtv.com&site=ss&who=r,f/z21_hNEf58M/CwIUfA8F3fvpfW8oxq/m_tTQojJRBeW3hPtmgRlJqvUVKnq1MBOFmjtach4RrP5Jm9Q6KTImyBAKVNFlTuEFftCrknUgCOOAllp7whhGaTU6NJpyr5&pid=p2131&m= http://personals.techtv.com/blog/4491/post_93674.html?dcb=personals.techtv.com&site=ss&who=r,f/z21_hNEf58M/CwIUfA8F3fvpfW8oxq/m_tTQojJRBeW3hPtmgRlJqvUVKnq1MBOFmjtach4RrP5Jm9Q6KTImyBAKVNFlTuEFftCrknUgCOOAllp7whhGaTU6NJpyr5&pid=p2131&m= Today it is snowing. Soft and big and silent outside our classroom. I am facing the windows, four of them. 6 foot windows facing east, looking up the hill. In front of me 23 faces look up. We are abou Thu, 25 Feb 2010 16:21:33 -0800 http://personals.techtv.com/blog/4491/post_93674.html?dcb=personals.techtv.com&site=ss&who=r,f/z21_hNEf58M/CwIUfA8F3fvpfW8oxq/m_tTQojJRBeW3hPtmgRlJqvUVKnq1MBOFmjtach4RrP5Jm9Q6KTImyBAKVNFlTuEFftCrknUgCOOAllp7whhGaTU6NJpyr5&pid=p2131&m= http://personals.techtv.com/blog/4491/post_93664.html?dcb=personals.techtv.com&site=ss&who=r,f/z21_hNEf58M/CwIUfA8F3fvpfW8oxq/m_tTQojJRBeW3hPtmgRlJqvUVKnq1MBOFmjtach4RrP5Jm9Q6KTImyBAKVNFlTuEFftCrknUgCOOAllp7whhGaTU6NJpyr5&pid=p2131&m= Yesterday was busy. By the time I asked about THE MATH it was late.I walk in and ask daughter “Is all your homework done?”Silence.“HELLOO? Is all your homework done?” I say. Again.“No muphgh mugha mat Wed, 24 Feb 2010 16:23:23 -0800 http://personals.techtv.com/blog/4491/post_93664.html?dcb=personals.techtv.com&site=ss&who=r,f/z21_hNEf58M/CwIUfA8F3fvpfW8oxq/m_tTQojJRBeW3hPtmgRlJqvUVKnq1MBOFmjtach4RrP5Jm9Q6KTImyBAKVNFlTuEFftCrknUgCOOAllp7whhGaTU6NJpyr5&pid=p2131&m= http://personals.techtv.com/blog/4491/post_93654.html?dcb=personals.techtv.com&site=ss&who=r,f/z21_hNEf58M/CwIUfA8F3fvpfW8oxq/m_tTQojJRBeW3hPtmgRlJqvUVKnq1MBOFmjtach4RrP5Jm9Q6KTImyBAKVNFlTuEFftCrknUgCOOAllp7whhGaTU6NJpyr5&pid=p2131&m= Last night I was hanging with daughter trying to help her with THE MATH.Which is about one of my least favorite things in the world.Daughter is all like, “Mom! You are a TEACHER!”I say, “So? So? That Tue, 23 Feb 2010 16:20:43 -0800 http://personals.techtv.com/blog/4491/post_93654.html?dcb=personals.techtv.com&site=ss&who=r,f/z21_hNEf58M/CwIUfA8F3fvpfW8oxq/m_tTQojJRBeW3hPtmgRlJqvUVKnq1MBOFmjtach4RrP5Jm9Q6KTImyBAKVNFlTuEFftCrknUgCOOAllp7whhGaTU6NJpyr5&pid=p2131&m=